[ Blade goes quiet because Lan knows how long it's been before someone has said that (literally never, actually) and he doesn't care to bother to say things like 'don't pity me' because he's more of a depressed man than a prideful one. ]
I remember waking up.
...Because of your reaction. It sticks with me.
Though, after what happened today, what some people have said I can barely recall.
[ He definitely had an unfortunate episode that affected his recollection of today's events, so it can effect recent memories...debilitating mental episodes for the win. ]
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[ Blade goes quiet because Lan knows how long it's been before someone has said that (literally never, actually) and he doesn't care to bother to say things like 'don't pity me' because he's more of a depressed man than a prideful one. ]
I remember waking up.
...Because of your reaction. It sticks with me.
Though, after what happened today, what some people have said I can barely recall.
[ He definitely had an unfortunate episode that affected his recollection of today's events, so it can effect recent memories...debilitating mental episodes for the win. ]
I might recall it better after some time.
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[ Honestly, he doesn't know! It's a little bit embarrassing to think about. ]
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[ Blade doesn't say anything here because it seems like he doesn't seem like the type to answer those questions normally.
But, his expression looks kind of amused to suggest an answer? Maybe? ]
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You are not supposed to be amused by it!
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Too late.
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Well... I suppose I would much rather see you amused than angry or upset.
[ He frowns, though it's not that serious. ]
Even if it happens to be at the cost of my dignity.
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[ Blade says so ever dramatically. This is your lot in life, G'raha. ]
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[ His frown quickly transforms into a little smile, and he has half a mind to elbow Blade in the side. ]
You’re a tad mischievous.
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[ Blade points out. Only to say: ]
The circumstances just made it easy.
[ He is not helping his case here he knows, but still...nah, he hasn't got nothing. This time. ]
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What, pray tell, are these circumstances? Your overall mood is certainly not like it was when we played cards.
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But, I think it would be better if you figured it out.
[ Blade simply says before walking towards him - then, walking by him, and moving to exit the observatory, putting an end to their chat for now.
...why is he like this. ]
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[ He’s a scholar, after all!!
But Blade leaves so all G’raha can do is call out after him. Wow, so mysterious… ]