[ Blade takes in a breath. He realizes the following words surprised him. That is, these:

I died.

Blade has reads between the lines. He thought - didn't he kill his shitty father? And then found his family?

...Is it that he returned alive after that death...? If he had reached his limit after doing the deed, maybe that isn't too surprisng, either, but he is trying to make sense of everything. So for awhile, he is a bit quiet. ]

You died. But then it wasn't the end for you? Because this person found you...?

[ ... ]

...I could burden someone easily. I am not an easy person to catch - to handle. There are times where I'm not even in my right mind.

And, if there is a price to pay for someone so thoughtful, I may not be able to return the proper amount.