[ his mouth twists into a weak thing. he thinks about that all the time.

can he be forgiven for what he did? should he have forgiven his father? his… sister?

but panic always comes when he thinks about that too deeply because no, no, no he doesn’t and he won’t and he can’t -

blade speaks of sins and yoru knows he has his own. ]

… You could try, Blade. Nothing might happen, but… but something could. And if you can’t forgive yourself, maybe you will find someone who can.

[ or as it had happened for yoru, someone who accepts all of him despite the unpardonable sins. ]