[ ...Blade tries to weigh what to say, because here is where only Dan Heng would be able to answer for certain.
Therefore, he gives his best: ]
Dan Heng would only know the answer to that. Still, he could never truly separate those actions from himself because of that connection.
Vidyadhara's lives are all connected...
What he wants to do with his past - no matter how anyone else or I see him - is his choice alone. [ ... ] He may be in the process of still deciding.
...Therefore, it may be that no one can decide whether or not he has really wished to 'keep' that past of his or not.
[ This is all he can say. As someone who has yet to uncover all the parts of "Dan Heng", Blade can't say that the man is stuck in the past. But there is an identity crisis, and he knows he adds to it - even if he knows Dan Heng has made progress on that. ]
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Therefore, he gives his best: ]
Dan Heng would only know the answer to that. Still, he could never truly separate those actions from himself because of that connection.
Vidyadhara's lives are all connected...
What he wants to do with his past - no matter how anyone else or I see him - is his choice alone. [ ... ] He may be in the process of still deciding.
...Therefore, it may be that no one can decide whether or not he has really wished to 'keep' that past of his or not.
[ This is all he can say. As someone who has yet to uncover all the parts of "Dan Heng", Blade can't say that the man is stuck in the past. But there is an identity crisis, and he knows he adds to it - even if he knows Dan Heng has made progress on that. ]