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[personal profile] diel 2025-03-23 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
Blade.

[ young and like glass. as though any louder and he’d shatter with the weight of blade’s name. ]
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[personal profile] diel 2025-03-25 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ if yoru heard his thoughts, he would say no. he would say you’re wrong and that wasn’t me.

blade should give his kindness to someone else. ]


You do listen. Every single time, you listen. Did you know that? Do you realize what that means?

[ does blade think it means less just because he doesn’t know the right words? ]
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[personal profile] diel 2025-03-25 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
You’re kind.

[ likely blade was made like this, born with tenderness in his heart.

his other half is the same. ]
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cw: suicidal ideation

[personal profile] diel 2025-03-26 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
When I die, Blade, I want someone to be there with me.

[ which sounds like it’s coming out of nowhere, his tone careless, but trust the process. ]

They don’t have to say anything. I might not even want kind words - or whatever. I just need them to be there.

[ a witness, perhaps. and that would be more kindness than he’ll ever deserve but that’s what he wants.

the point is: it is a kindness still. ]
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[personal profile] diel 2025-03-27 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ speaking of actions: ]

I want to kill.

[ his arms like a pillow on the solarium table, he nestles his head in them, turning slightly to look at blade. he looks faded, his colors bleached away by the sun. but relatively calm.

inside, he’s a storm. ]


But for the first time in a long time, I want to make it count.

[ actions are worth more than words. this time, it won’t be an indiscriminate kill. ]

Would you help me?